Monday, March 17, 2008

The Pink Artist Doll Project, page ONE

From start to finish here is
the journey of the collaborative art doll project
come to be known as Love Squared.
Page one.
...
It's been a fantastic break!
The past week flew by and I admit
I only dreamed of the squares ONCE
but it was grand that I did!
Pinpricked I made a new best friend
to keep me company while
stitching in the wee hours,
enjoying a continual pouring of tea,
movies, and phone calls
that kept me tied to reality.
...
I'm going back to the start for a moment.
It only makes sense to tell you
that the inspiration for the doll body
came from a long admired doll artist,
Patti Culea using upper torso patterns
I knew when taking on this project
that some part of this doll had to
have Patti written all over it.
...
Omitting of course the legs and
opting to alter the length so to fit
squares to skirt. Some of you have
seen the first few photos already
so I won't reiterate those steps, jumping
forward instead to the creation of the
skirt and the sewing on of the squares...


Choosing 2 cuts of decorator fabric in colors
blue and beige cut 72" by 54" and
folded in half twice to make a center,
a hole was cut and the layers were draped
over the waist of the doll and stitched in place.
An old lace piece is stitched down to doll
covering the uneven edges.



Not noticing earlier that the blue fabric already
had "square" shapes in the design (lol) I
took this as a sign and jumped right in
to begin there, pinning the first square.
I kid you not, there is a higher power
orchestrating this doll as I have been
stress-free from the beginning and
am remaining calm and overjoyed here-
I think I even sang OUT LOUD when
applying the first SQUARE. -laughs-

The squares were beginning to line up.
What I found happening was that it was easier
to NOT preplan anything, nor did I pull
more than 10-12 squares at one time from their shelter
(ie. storage tub). I didn't lay out the squares
ahead of time. These weren't color-coded
or grouped in any way whatsoever.
Really the only measurements being taken
were the actual size/shapes of the squares.
One by one, literally the squares came together.
Hand sewing each square with PINK thread.



What did happen is a metal tomato cage
for gardening was inserted under her skirt
to help keep shape.

I found myself talking to the squares
and remembering your notes, stories,
friends and family. I'd be lying if
I said I didn't choke up once or twice...
but it was HAPPY tears for this project.
It was NO accident that I signed online
ONCE to tell a gal her squares arrived
safe & sound from TURKEY and when
doing so read a note from one wise lady
who told me of the "threads of life"
and the first thread being the umbilical cord,
also while online that brief period I read
every comment you made during the last post.
Gerry!!! yours hit me especially...
mostly because you remarked how wonderful
tho sad this project is and well,
I didn't DO NOT want anyone remembering
this project as SAD so...

I immediately started to create a face for our doll.
Starting with a grey felted sweater scrap,
sewn on the machine to resemble
a round head shape, a wooly ball...
stuffed with polyester fiberfill,
punching away on the flesh colored
wool roving from Great Britain
found in a local Yarn shop I
just recently discovered during
my last visit to the Goodwill...
(taking breath)

There she was smiling up at me,


with those pink lips and light brown eyelashes,

and curvy eyebrows.

Now, that's a Kool-aid smile!

happy-happy-happy

I'd like to tell you that all squares are now

stitched to our dolls skirt, but I was just 12 shy

when making this post. In just a few minutes I'll

update our parade of squares, page 3 to include

two more artists squares making that the

last 12 squares to go on the doll.

My goal is to have our doll completed by April 1.

.....
Please excuse the lighting in the photos.

Most often the images were taken

around midnight and by myself.

I am sooooo not a photographer.

......
Also, THANK YOU to Donna O'Brien of the blog,
The Ribboned Crown
for mailing in this exquisite donation
for our doll.

From here my next post won't be until next Monday

as I have to play catch-up, but I am officially back online,

checking emails and keeping in touch with YOU!

Next post WILL be more progress made on our doll

-so be sure to check back in March 24. -

Thanks again & again for your support & participation.

May this doll leave your heart filled with JOY

and a smile in your every step,

HAPPY EASTER!!!

HAVE A BLESSED DAY

57 comments:

abeadlady said...

She is going to be stunning! I can't wait to see the final picures. This has been such a worthwhile project for so many of us and we owe it all to you for starting it.

Arline

Cindibee said...

I am giving you the biggest hug right now for... everything. For being awesome. For helping everyone else be awesome too.

I posted my story on why I participated in the project on my blog. It was nice to tell people exactly why this is, and should always be, an important cause.

Lisa said...

Oh Monica it looks wonderful! Hats off to you! Can't wait to see it finished. I will be counting the days until you next post. :-)

PLO said...

She is soooo beautiful! Her face is just georgous! Thank you so much for showing one of my squares in 2 pics no less! I am delighted, and honored...and you made my day/week/month/year. Thank you again for doing this...you are such an amazing woman...we all are!

Stephanie said...

Monica,
She is fantastic! You have created the most incredible, container of love and hope and prayers and memories....

brilliant...
x..x

Gerry said...

She is stunning! You've done a wonderful job with her and with posting all of the photos of the art squares.

Marilyn said...

Oh, Monica! She is amazing! I am moved at the sight of her--so much LOVE!

Anonymous said...

She is a knock-out!!!
Bravo super talented beautiful Monica!!!
Yay!!!
hugs and kisses!
Carmen

Lisa S. Oceandreamer said...

I have goosebumps...truly I do. I sit here in complete and total awe at the life that has emerged in your hands. From the tip of her adorable head to the hem of her skirt...I feel ALL the love that is going in to her. This is truly amazing and beyond any adequate adjective I could come up with. It embodies all the spirit of each and every person wrapped in your loving arms. The stories, the sentiment, the healing vibrations, the laughter and tears and remembrances. Each square - each work of art - each color and stitch and theme. This doll is and will be priceless.
I thank you from the deepest part of my heart for your labors, your idea, your vision dear Monica.
XOXOXOXO
Love and hugs,
Lisa

Kai said...

This beautiful doll is so filled with POWER and the healing spirit of love that she literally SHINES, Monica! It felt so small at first, my one little square. But that's just how HUGE things happen - one small bit at a time. You have made SO MANY PEOPLE proud and thrilled to be part of this project. I didn't say this when I mailed my square because I didn't know you as much then - but for whatever the reason, there's STILL some degree of stigma attached to cancer in my Comanche culture. My beloved Aunt Adeca died of breast cancer because she felt too ashamed to see a doctor. I KNOW she is on the Other Side stomp dancing, barefooted & bare-chested with JOY over this DOLL! And I know she is saying THANK YOU! I ALSO say THANK YOU!

ZanyMayd said...

Monica,

The work you have done is InCredible,
The Doll is InCredible..... Just Unbelievable & she's Not Done Yet ~
Great Job Lady ! ! !
Thank You for the Time & Effort you are putting into her.....
cheryl

Jo Anne O. said...

WOW...speachless here...what a beauty she is turning into! I love her and am so glad to be a part of this project!

Linsart said...

Fabulous !! Monica, this is your masterpiece ! Great job, I am amazed at all of the work, and all of the people who donated to this project ! Made my heart smile !
Thanks for taking on this awesome challange, Monica ! You will be blessed for it.
Linda
linsart

Sherry ~ Cherie ~ ms. herbes de provence said...

I can't think of anything more to say than "I love you" - and this doll makes my heart sing!

freebird said...

She is really coming along. I can't believe how much there is to making this doll. I could never have done it. You really have talent and are using it in a wonderful way. Way to go Girl!

Chris said...

You are amazing. Thank you for such a tribute to our loved and treasured ones.

kat said...

My "Day Job" is mammography. I have always believed that it is a sacred trust, and proper service to The Goddess; however,nothing like this project has ever brought it so close to home.
Thank you for the privilege of participating.
Kat West

Phyl said...

I am at a complete loss for words, MM!(and that does NOT happen often!)Doll
and you are so wonderful;
thanks from this survivor!

daydreamstudios said...

Her face is perfect. I am amazed at your talent! She couldn't be in better hands than yours!
Thank you.
Karla

GraceBeading said...

Monica... she is magical, she is STUNNING. I did not jump ahead, I wanted to savor each word, and picture. I found myself holding my breath as I scrolled down through the post and then I got to the face... OMG, it's brilliant. Absolutely amazing down to every detail. Even though I tried, I could not imagine that beautiful skirt before seeing in full living color. Wow.

I shared your tears of joy (once I finally took a breath), she is a beautiful tribute to those that have fought and continue to fight cancer.

And you girl... have amazing fingers, thank you so much for bringing her to life. I'm looking forward to hearing about the rest of your journey as you finish her creation and of course, to more photos of her bedecked and bejeweled with all of her extras.

Sue K said...

I am so grateful, so delighted, so humbled, to "know" someone who is as creative, beautiful, and generous, fabulous...need I go on? I'm running out of words, LOL. I savored every photo, every word, step by step. Thank you so much for taking the time to document all of this.

Sacred Snatch said...

::Bows down:
I think you are so right about a higher power taking over this creation! It is simply stunning!
Can I copy this blog and put in my myspace blog? I have about 170 regular readers there, and I know they would be thrilled to see this.

Oh, and I would love to see a tutorial on how you sculpted her face. :D
Absolutely stunning!

Julie said...

Monica,

I feel the tenderness and emotion of this project over here in the UK...amazing! Will keep a close eye on this...you are an amazing person, she looks terrific!

spiralsun65 said...

Wow... Amazing. I'm lost for words and my hair is standing on end, especially at the bit where the skirt fabric was already marked into squares. You're amazing, Monica, really you are. I'm so proud to have done my tiny little bit in this wonderful process. Lots of love to you xx

artbrat said...

Monica thank you so much for your vision and work to make this project come alive. I'm awestruck by the love displayed in this magical doll. She is coming together beautifully and I thank you for allowing me to be a small part of this project.

Funky Art Queen said...

Oh Monica,
she is stunning and so beautiful and such a beautiful and inspiring project.

Janet said...

She is becoming such an amazing, beautiful doll exemplifying all the love and hope and care that everyone has brought to this wonderful project. I'm thrilled to be part of it, and I thank you a million times for doing this.

jenny said...

Wow! The doll is looking amazing. I'm excited for the 1st, hopefully you'll have time to complete it. Good job!

Nancy Lee Malay said...

Oh, Monica, what a beautiful piece of art this doll will be! I'm so proud to have been part of this, and know that you will be truly blessed for all you've done to pull this together--your kindness, generosity, and talented is unsurpassed!

Nancy

KV said...

What can I say -- this is an amazing experience to share with so many wonderful people. And YOU are the most amazing part of it all!

Kathy V in NM (who is trying to get rid of a nasty flu bug)

1,000 Faces of MotherHenna said...

Monica, she is beautiful!! I love her, I'm so excited to be a small part of this, You are amazing and thank you soooo much for the time and energy and talent in pulling it all together. She's just the most empowered amazing doll I've ever seen...I'm in love with her Kool-Aid smile! Congrats and so many thank yous....
miracles,
k-

Musing of a Patched Heart said...

My dear Monica! how fun it is to watch this project take its shape she is so beautiful and full of hope and goodness the colors are so great You are doing a fabulous job I wish I could be there to help you in this awesome adventure. Keep up the great job and keep looking heavenward you are such a blessing dear one! Heather

Carla said...

Thank you. Yesterday, St. Patricks Day would have been my mothers 82nd birthday. She died 2 years ago on the second of this month. I wish I could have helped in some way. It is beautiful.

burntofferings said...

welcome back monica... what an amazing doll, such a perfect face. she's gentle, yet strong enough to carry our hopes and good wishes and to fight the good fight. those special souls who have left us too soon are whispering thank you... can you hear them. i'm overwhelmed and filled with joy. ~ l

Carmen said...

Wow! I'm speechless. Wow!

Nonnie said...

monica....she is absolutely beautiful....i am so amazed that on this beautiful doll is sewn the tears, joys, courage, triumphs, losses, blessings, celebrations and love of so many....and so many stories...i am once again, honored to be a part of this project of love and courage....and i thank you...for you.
love and blessings,
kimberly

zJayne said...

I have come across this piece by a divine accident and find it so very moving. Bravo to all involved...she is stunning!

Joanna Rowan Mullane said...

Oh My Gosh Monica, she is just the most beautiful creation! I am definitely not dry eyed right now, what an amazing experience to have been able to contribute a square! All I can say is WOW and Thank you! What an Angel she is!

Donna O. said...

Monica...this is the most incredible thing- the idea, the art, the sentiment. It really does take your breath away.
All of you should take a bow.
D.

Fete et Fleur said...

She is so beautiful already Monica! I can't wait to see what you do next. You are so very gifted!! I agree with Donna, she takes my breath away...

Hugs! Nancy

Pursuing Art... said...

Monica...She is just beautiful!!! You are doing an exquisite job bringing her to life. Her skirt and face are divine. I just savored your post and pictures. I hope you are doing well through this journey...I've thought of you often. This doll has left my heart filled with JOY and a smile in my step! Happy Easter to you and will check back on the 24th!

Sending you a heartfelt hug! Lisa

Dot said...

Oh Monica - I am sitting here at my laptop with tears in my eyes. Savoring every word , every image, every feeling that this post evokes.

Your doll is AMAZING, as is the woman who came up with the idea for this project. Knowing my litle square is beside squares created with so much love and emotion fills me with pride (and I am so tickled to see my square in one of your close up photo's).

The face is perfect. Serene and knowing all in the one.

You my dear are an inspiration to us all. And this project is so incredibly special.

Lots of love

Dot xx

flyingbeader said...

Oh Monica...what a beauty she has become. I can't wait to see the finished work. I just hope all those Women, Mothers, Sister, Friends, Cousins, Aunts, Grandmothers, Soul Sisters who have passed on before their time due to breast Cancer can feel the rays of hope and prayers coming from this great project of yours. I pray that a cure will be found and it will keep the rest of us free to live our lives without the threat of Breast Cancer.

dot

3rdEyeMuse said...

I read your wonderful update, got goosebumps while looking at the pictures & felt the love, love, love as I read the comments left before me ... and then this Beatles song jumped in my head ...

"Here comes the sun, here comes the sun ... And I say it's alright.

Little darling it's been a long cold lonely winter. Little darling it feels like years since it's been here. Here comes the sun, here comes the sun ... And I say it's alright.

Little darling the smile's returning to their faces. Little darling it seems like years since it's been here. Here comes the sun, here comes the sun ... And I say it's alright.

Little darling I feel that ice is slowly melting. Little darling it seems like years since it's been clear. Here comes the sun, here comes the sun ... And I say it's alright."

Much love to you & everyone that has contributed to this "bigger than any one of us / all of us" amazing project.

HElen said...

Magnificent! Overwhelming!

Cyn ~ The Wingedneedle said...

Monica, dear Monica...I am in awe, what you have brought to life makes my heart sing. Tears of joy, of pride, of sorrow, of love flow. As I worked on my squares I sat at my Mom's bedside in the cancer ward, she approved them all...I shared a few after making them into pins with other patients and staff. Mom lost her battle Feb 25th, but with efforts like these hopefully one day we will find the cure so others do not have to go into battle. Thank you Monica, thank you for you and the opportunity to join in this wonderful project!
Bead Wishes & Dragonfly Dreams~ Cyn

Betzie said...

Monica, Monica, Monica!!!!!!
This is BEYOND FABULOUS...sorry for shouting, but it is a MASTERPIECED of LOVE, HOPE, JOY, and such a GIFT!!!!
Thank-YOU so much for all your time, hard work, and effort, and I am also thankful that you have enjoyed the whole process. A greater power has helped you and it SHOWS!!!
HUGS!

michelle ward said...

It's all been said Monica - you rock. Thank you for taking us along on this heartfelt journey. you AMAZE me. Loved the postcard xoxo

Ro Bruhn said...

Fabulous work Monica, what a talented lady you are, thanks so much for allowing us to be part of such a wonderful work of art.
Ro
xo

Pocket Full of Prettys said...

Oh my gosh, she is so beautiful, what a great job to you Monica & to everyone who contributed! Wonderful!!!! Hugs***Renea

sammy said...

Monica... What can I say? You simply "ROCK"... She is turning out to be so amazing... I saw the square with my sister's name on it and was so touched how very personal she is becoming to each one of us! Thank you for giving this opportunity to give of our hearts... Yours is the biggest heart of all!

Patricia J. Mosca said...

Monica...
BRAVO! This is one of the most heart felt beautiful projects! I am so happy to have been a part of it and she stands for all of us "sisters" who deserve a cure for this disease.
Blessings to you for lending your talented hands to such a wonderful beautiful piece of art. SHE SPEAKS VOLUMES OF ARTFULLY SENT LOVE!

One Crabapple said...

OH THIS POST IS AMAZING. You are sharing every step and I feel like i get to stop by your studio and see exactly what you are doing and how and...well , shed a happy tear too. Hasn't this turned out to be an incredible project ? I never imagined this. I think I have said that bfore. But WOW AGAIN AND AGAIN as it comes together. The vision you had working out thru your little busy hands. She is gorgeous. Love seeing the felting. That felting business is definitely stumping me....but seeing your face is definitely inspiring !
She is gorgeous. The squares are so varied and beautiful. And so are you - BEEEAUTIFUl ! Love, S.

MammyT said...

what an amazing thing! She is incredible.
Nancy

CJ Stitching and Blooms said...

Hello Monica, I maybe last in commenting about this gorgeous Pink Artist Doll you have created but I hope you do not think any less of my heart felt admiration for your talents in creating her. Just truly beautiful. Hugs Judy.

Stephanie said...

I am just blown-away by this! I can't wait to "turn" to the next page to see it finished. She is really gorgeous, and I'm sure Art Doll Quarterly is just as amazed as we all are. I'm proud to be a contributor.

traceyanne said...

so amazingly wonderful x